Thursday, February 01, 2007
Just came back home seeing a doctor again for this week..my body is feeling weak..aching with horrible headache..hopefully i will get well by tomorrow...
This issue is making me upset..It's a decision of whether a firm career path with Pioneer or an escape with pay raise..For this decision, i hesitated and think it over and over again and again..
Today is the day i decided to end my journey working in Pioneer..last day should be at End/Feb..
Undergo stressful situation before i have the courage to submit my resignation letter to my Manager..Got through the usual interview session with my boss..but somehow my decision still remains the same even after hours of talk..They mean good but i got my difficulties in me..I feel bad and guess that i have disappoint my group members in some ways..my emotion caught me..
I have a great 3 years plus working there..i appreciated all their support and guidance during my provisional stay there...They gave me great opportunity to learn more things that might not be deploy to me based on my current qualification or experience..for that, they taught me well and certainly i have achieved and learnt alot from them...although my achievement for these past 3 years was not that promising but i managed to earn myself a promotion..
For all, due to my own selfishness, i decided to let go; start from scratch and seek for a career move..Although i know my future path may not be as easy as i thought or smooth-sailing but i'm willing to give it a try..
Once again, i won the title of a heartless freak
...[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
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