Currently i'm being caught into a difficult position..a position which have never cross through my mind...that's too much of a pressure to me..
'I can't take it anymore'...that is so much i can take..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:56;
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Once again, my niece with her roaring session..
Started off my day as early as 6.45am..An unusual day as i will be driving to work..Had my drive route planned last night..Thinking which will be the best + easier way with no heavy traffic..Nope, i didn't took PIE..No guts to do that yet..Took AYE instead..You may be wondering why?..*haha*...Due to a difficult keep right when i need to exit Lornie Road; afterwhich come along with a narrow U-turn..That's explains why ya...
Although i'm driving but i still leave my house at around my usual timing..Reached office at about 8.30pm...Oh, a day with no rushing, squeezing or walking..*shiok shiok*..was quite busy till i knocked off @ 12pm..of cause skive alittle..*haha*..
Afterwhich, drove my way to Wisma to meet up with a Yahoo seller to get a Takashimaya Rose Chan Doll..but who knows she's late so in the end meet up with her at Bugis instead as i will be meeting my mummy and sister there..
Once everything done and settled, we started off with Bugis Street, then to Parco, after drove our way to ChinaTown..Ended our shopping spree at about 4pm+..Drove back home first, done some unpacking before i went to meet up with my boy..had my first meal of the day at 8pm..by then i'm god damn super super hungry..*can't imagine*..I myself didn't realised that i did not take any breakfast or lunch..don't feel any good after my intake; feeling abit weak in a way...Ended my day at about 8pm+..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:05;
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Can't really get a good sleep after medication...Some renovation works going on but i didn't expect it to be so loud...can even feel the floor vibrating..The drilling starts from 8.30am on and off till god know what time..it ruined my happy hours...
In the end, i have to do baby-sitting while my mom busying with her house chores...
Can't sleep so i decided to do some spring-cleaning to my messy room..I'm a super duper lazy girl...First of all, i started off with my closet...*keke*..in order for me to cater my new arrivals stock...hell loads of un-wanted clothes found...Some that only been wore like couple of times and some not even once...impulsive buying ya..but at time i don't even know that it actually exist in my house...I'm puzzled..and wonder do you even felt the same as me? or am i just a silly weirdo?
Don't get the wrong ideas..By saying all these doesn't mean that i got hell loads of clothes to wear...*haha*..I will stick to clothes that i felt most comfortable in and for that you'll see me wearing it zillion of zillion times..
Ok..Gonna go and have some rest...Need to restore my engry for tomorrow shopping spree with my mummy, sister and my niece...
Ta Ta
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 16:02;
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Decision made...Hope i'm doing the right thing at the right time...
My weekend was great..maybe due to the good mood i'm having, not a single cents spent on clothes..*hurray*..or should i said that nothing caught my eye and is why i didn't got anything..*lolx*..
Today
Woke up early noon..
Jurong Market for lunch..
Hopped by IMM..
Bought two packs of diamond + a base coat from DAISO..
Ice-cream..
Bread from Four Leaves..
Back home slacking...
Two hours of nap..
Watch alittle TV..
Power Nasi Lemak for Dinner..
Tabao for my parents..
Home sweet home @ 10pm+..
Saturday
Started off early noon..
Cineleisure..
Nissan Noodles & French Toast from Central for lunch..
Shop around @ Wisma, Borders, Lido, Far East...
Took a bus back to HMV...
Meet up with Huishi...
Hopped by Bugis..
Meet up with Remus...
Shop around at Parco, Bugis Street...
Took a light meal @ Billy Bomber...
Back to Cineleisure...
Watched 'Night at the Meseum'..
Newton for supper...
Home sweet home @ 12am...
Friday
Woke up till 5.45 as usual...
Knocked off on the dot..
Met up my boy at his house...
Slack alittle..
Teppanyaki @ Jurong Hill Top for Dinner..
Home sweet home @ 9pm+...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:25;
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God answered to my prayer...
Received an unexpected call from Andrea..at that point of time, i was confused..whether to take it or leave it..I couldn't make up my mind..It's so hard...
Of cause they are good but besides that there's one issue that is bothering me...i wonder can i really cope or i'm just saying for the sake of saying to make myself feel that that's not the problem..
I seeked advice from my loved ones..They gave me loads of encouragement..in result i do have an answer in my heart..i need to make this answer a firm one before i can throw everything away without any regret..
I need some time..
Although this unexpected call made me confused but this confussion was a good one..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 00:36;
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*Ding Dong*
Just finished with my lunch...Blog alittle before they goes 'Ding Dong' again..
Finally my weekend is coming..I can get beauty sleep till my heart's content...as well as slacking and relaxing...
I want this weekend a non shopping therapy week...Let's see if i can control my temptation for these two days..*keke*..Guess it's gonna be tough...
Always when I'm feeling down; shopping is the best cure to it..or perhaps should i said it's a cure for everything....so i gonna give it a try, put away all my troubles, unhappiness, emotions; and enjoy my weekend without spending $$ on clothes...
Gonna indulge myself solely with food & entertainment...
A few good movies screening recently, yet to decide which to watch first..Their trailer looks inviting...and I like it...
Due to the recent big ulcer i had on my lower lip, i can't really enjoy eating...Avoid alot of heaty and chilli stuffs just for faster recovery...but sad to said that it's still hurt..of cause it's getting better..
snow fairy at 12:41;
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A multi-purpose remote controller with a super mega big 'STOP' button is what i need now...
Lately things have been running through my brain every now and then..I'm troubled...Just can't wait to escape this situation...Not that one can understand..even i myself don't understand myself...
me: I don't know what is my next step...To ******** or to *****...
Dare Devil: Think wise...Don't you think you will regret? You sure this will be the best way out? Do you think you can get used to it?
Guardian Angel: For every wrong move done, there's always a right path at the very end of the road..Don't worry..
me: (confused)
I'm getting more and more restless in doing things...For the past one month i have been leading a life that is so much meaningless...I need a rest man...I need to 'PAUSE'..
I myself don't feel good behaving this way...abit too attitude and i don't feel right...I'm totally abnormal...
I don't wish that this terrible horrible mood swing will affect me any further..
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Just when i wanna give myself a break..not to bother about it...Things get more worst..and it made me more pissed and annoyed...Although all these are yet to be official but i'm just not pleased about it...
For a better pharse, it's my professionalism...
For the truth, it's for your company image...
What have this company become to? A school of ethics?
Some examples on 'Not allow' in the office domain:
- No heavy make-up allowed..
Question: How do you define heavy?
- No mini-skirt allowed..
Question: How short is called as mini-skirt?
- No low-cut top..
Question: How to define low-cut?
There're alot more..alot more ridiculous to the extent that i judged my hearing sense..
I certainly don't wish to continue this topics anymore..
GIVE UP!!
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:00;
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I need a remote controller badly with a super mega big size 'STOP' button...
Bought a white top from ZARA today during lunch...simply can't put a stop to it...Have been spending on clothes like mad; totally with no control at all..even my boy cannot tahan..Every now and then i will buy this and buy that even though i knew it deep in my heart i had more than enough for CNY...Kept using CNY to satisfy my needs..but when i'm home i blamed myself for not being able to control this temptation..*haiz*..
I really really need to cut down on shopping...I really really need to save $$..
Just as Ling, me too; had a loads of clothes still yet to be worn..Some are still left inside the paper bag; being placed at a small isolated corner..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 22:00;
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Today
Took a half-day morning leave..
Woke up as usual..
Handle some personal stuffs till 12pm..
Meet up with Violet for Lunch..
Headed back to work...
Bought a dress for my niece..
Knocked off at 5.45pm sharp..
Meet my boy..
Slack alittle @ his house...
Went WestMall..
Had 'PastaManina' for dinner..
Saw Effie & Jeff...
Bought a Blusher from 'The Face Shop'..
Played 'Jingle'...
Walk around alittle..
Bought 'Ba Kua'..
Home sweet home @ 9pm+...
Yesterday
7am - 5.45pm as routine-ly..
Headed to Orchard with Violet...
Bought some stuffs...
Bid goodbye..
Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza..
Meet up babelicious..
Had our dinner at 'Koiptiam'
Settled our gossiping seesion @ Mac
Home sweet home @ 10pm+...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 22:26;
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This entry shall be in a summarised format of what's going on for my weekends....
Today
Woke up @ 11am...
Lunch at Jurong then to Jurong Point..
Back home slack...
Went Causeway Point..
Dinner at Banquet..
Played 'House of the dead 4'..
Home sweet home @ 8pm+..
Yesterday
Woke up @ 12pm+..
Raining heavily..
Went Cineleisure..
Lunch at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe..
Watched 'Apocalypto'..
Shopped around at Taka, Wisma, Far East..
Dinner @ Chinese Resturant..
Home sweet home at 11pm+..
Pardon me for my laziness..
Shall continue with my k drama series 'My Girl'..Another 3more episode to go!!
Ta Ta...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 21:56;
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I regretted...I blam myself...Why am i so careless??
The imagine of her falling is still deep into my mind..i witness her actions and her pain...Due to my reckless action and behavior, she started crying in pain when she fell...I'm totally lost when i saw it..*heartbroken*..i've neglect taking good care of her..STUPID me..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 11:44;
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Lately i'm always feeling that, everyday have to drag myself to work..so sick of doing it..always anticipating the arrival of weekends...seem to lose interest in working...
ARGH!!!!
Whatever it is...life still goes on till that one day come.....
Didn't get to meet-up with my babelicious for this week as well...Tine got something on the very last minutes so postpone to next week...
Ahha...I just got my lashes permed last night...first trial for my whole entire 24yrs..Requested for a more natural curl rather than those curl which ends like a circle..These bring away my needs to use an eyelash curler daily...Kiss goodbye to bad lashes day till one fine day...But one thing bad about natural curl; it won't last long..a plus less 1mth bah...so gonna go for re-perm before CNY again ya...
Well, Well, Well....Talk about CNY..it leads me to external beauty/makeover...A few essential stuffs need to be done..
MANICURE & PEDICURE - Still pondering whether to DIY anot...Initial plan, to DIY but currently no simple artistic design in mind...but most likely we will choose to DIY mainly because first time **n* is not alone..*keke*..3 cheers to her determination...and also kinda miss the fun we had at Ling's house 2yrs ago...
HAIRDO - Hair trimming done...So left with colouring..Will be going for a hair-dye at my aunt's place Beg/Feb..
APPAREL - Already done with my needs..*that's fast ya!!*...I'm a kan cheong & fussy spider..I'm cursed with with no last minutes shopping..
snow fairy at 22:25;
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snow fairy at 23:48;
"In every love journey, you are likely to pick up some skills, daily in-out living style, behaviors, habits etc from your significant half..and after long run without realising you will actually apply it into your daily life..."
For the above which i nodded my head and sincerely felt that it's true..
But deep down inside my heart i really couldn't recalled things which i've learnt from my previous boyfriend which i've already been thinking very hard for the past few days..and to be frank i'm not feeling good about it...
Argh!! I can't imagine i'm such a heartless freak...
Winning the title of being heartless, i can somehow sense that i had disappoint 'someone' who is so dear to my heart....
I guess it's time for me to do some self-reflect..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 12:40;
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Finally is the time that no lazy germs was found inside my body rotting and slacking...*keke*...I'm too restless to blog ya!! Moreover, there's nothing interesting happening out there...
Spent my past few days very routine-ly..Is either with my boy or family or i'm just slacking at home watching drama series...Oh ya, didn't catch up with my babelicious for the week as two of them had something on so we decided to give it a miss since we just met up last Sat..but this coming week no exceptional...
Kinda countdown to Feb..Alot of off-day and public holiday for me ya...Awaiting!! Awaiting!!
1st, it's our 3rd anniversary which falls on the 9th..(took a half day off)
2nd, every couples day..Valentine day which is on the 14th...(took a day off)
3rd, every singles favorites..every married headache..Lunar Year Day...(All in all, 4 non-working days)
4th, my dad's birthday which is on the 20th...
Last but not least the 5th, my favorite...the shortest month of the year...work lesses day..*lolx*..
To be continued.....
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:19;
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Loads of photos are overdued...Having some problem trying to upload my photos..is either it's laggy or should I said I encountered failure...but all thanks to the Taiwan earthquake that causes whatever reasons...Anway internet connection sucks though...
Finally photobucket is up..and hopefully it will stay on...
So here you are...
Firstly, photos on last night dinner with my beloved boy, then followed by 'Kiss'mas gathering photos...plus some pics on the present that i received from my friends & beloved ones..
Sky Dining with My Boy
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 22:32;
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UmM, u're 1yrs older than me..so old..u're no longer mid-twenty liao hor!!..*keke*..
May you LOVE ME more & more each day!!
My Boy's Day - Slept till about 1pm+..really sleep till my heart's content.Feeling so fresh...Wakie up, get prepared, dress up and off we headed to Lot1 first...To have our lunch @ Pepper Lunch and to get our MIP card done before we made our way to Vivo City..Time flies when you hope that it will pass much slower...Not knowing it's already 4pm+ when we reached Vivo..The whole place was so quiet and path way was clear..few of a human soul wondering around..abit not used to the emptiness surround there..but it's the best time to shop..no squezzing, no waiting..Walked and shopped around alittle..Got ourselves only a bag of chocolate from Spain Chocolate Factory..Oh, it's super expensive..$16/100grams hor!!..Paid to taste what's so special about their chocolate..
Afterwhich, it's about time for us to proceed to HarbourFront Cable Car Station...Took the complimentary ride to Mount Faber Station for our dinner...Dinner commence at around 7pm and ends at about 9.15pm..We took about 130+ photos all in all for the day..*haha*...but mostly were my self shot, as if it's my birthday...Thereafter, took the complimentary ride back to HarbourFront Station and was then i recalled that there's no coffee & tea served with dessert during our 3rd round..*shit*...But nvm, it made no different as i will leave the coffee untouched..
After, headed to Haagen Daz for an ice-cream dessert despite we're feeling quite full...Craving for ice-cream,i wonder why...Ordered a Banana Split and we shared...Home sweet home at about 10pm+...
Sunday - Slacked throughout the whole day at home..both of us were so tired and too reluctant to move our body around..Woke up at about 2pm+...Get prepared, went for our lunch, back home slack alittle, ate some titbits, took a short nap, woke up @ about 8pm, wash up and prepared for dinner, back home laze around, surf the net alittle(it's laggy), read alittle on novel, ate Royce' Chocolate, watched soccer match, proceed to bathe and zZzZ....that's about it!!!
** Photos for the day will be updated shortly.. **
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:26;
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Just returned home after our lunch at Jurong Market..so tired...didn't get enough of my beauty sleep...Argh!!
Yesterday - Woke up at about 1pm...Get prepared, dress up and off i meet up with my babelicious..Yup, it's our girly shopping Saturday...First, meet up with Tine at Orchard Mrt..while waiting, I went to collect a toy boxset from a seller from Yahoo..Afterwhich, off we headed to Far East Plaza to have our lunch before we start off with our shopping spree there and at Wisma, Taka and etc...
Had a foot rest at Paragon Delifrance..Oh, their services were so super lousy and horrible..they just can't understand simple English...And guess what? The best part of it was there's a fly in the ice-cream..*oh, shit..pretty disgusting*..That totally ruined our appetite..Left the waffle with ice-cream untouched...
Thereafter, Tine left to meet up with her cousins..and we made our way to Bugis..Done some shopping there as well..*keke*..I bought nothing much from there..too tired to walk further..In the end we decided to go for some nails pampering..I had manicure while Ling & Fie had pedicure..chose the graduation type as it look kinda cool..*haha*..i was in the midst trying to DIY it but I just couldn't get the correct effect..so paid to master the art of it..*keke*..Soon after we are done, Fie left us as she need to fly to the hospital (her sister was admitted to the delivery ward)..Left only me & Ling..Waited for Ronald to come over and then to Geylang to have our late dinner..We had FrogLeg Porridge..*craving..craving*..It's has been so long I last went there sia..Ended my day with Ling & Ronald at about 12am+..Thanks you for the ride back home ya!!
My damages for the day:
1 x Spag Top from Topshop
2 x Lingeries from Topshop
1 x Eyelash curler from Sasa
1 x Oil-blotter film from Sasa
2 x Nail Art Pen (White & Green) from Far East
1 x Nail Art decor pack (white diamond) from Far East
1 x Neca toy (my boy's birthday present)
1 box of Chocolate from Royce
Got home, done with my necessity...Bathe, unpacking and packing of clothes..too slack to on my comp so I continued with 'Devil beside Me'..a Taiwanese drama..After watching about 2hrs..received a call from boy..Oh, he's too drunk to drive..Faster get prepared..off I took a cabbie to MU to fetch him back home..Thanks god, he didn't carried himself to drive if not I can't imagine for the worst..*phew*..
Friday - Met up my boy after my work to Suntec..Had prates for our dinner..Inititally wanna watch 'Night at the Museum' but Remus invited us to watch it on Sunday..So in the end we catched the sneak preview of "Pan's Labyrinth" (also known as "El Laberinto del Fauno")..currently screening NC16(cut)..a Spanish dialogue movie with English sub-title..Rating: 4/5..*thumb up*..It's a magical yet earthly..brutal but beautiful film..no doubts i will be watching the R21 version again..Ended my day at about 3am+..
Quote for the day (inspired by a novel) :
Be original; look for vintage..Most importantly, BE YOURSELF..
Do not copy for the sake of copying, have some of your own ideas and style!!
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 16:12;
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Something is making me too moodless to blog...those who know me inside out will know what's happening...nothing serious..is just that i can't stand it anymore...I need to vent my anger...
I hope you know i'm speaking ill about you...*Pls use your 'sensitive' power*..
You may have the rights to do/say whatever you want/like..but don't be so OBVIOUS...i'm getting abit sick...cause it's kinda shameful if people get to know about it...
I always thought that you're *unique in your own way but it seems like you prefer people to see you as LOW-CLASS...
Maybe you will get offended by what i said but who cares..
Let me tell you, in the other hand, you had offended me..so i don't give a damn...
But whatever it is, i've said what i need to say...
If you still wish to continue, by all means...
*haha*..maybe is time for me to learn how to mellow my temper...
One thing that makes me happy out of this incident...I never knew that i'm(we're) your role model..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 12:55;
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Ooh...For god's sake..
Can you pls stop doing this?
U're getting on my nerves...
Argh!!..u're horrible..extremely horrible..
Damn sickening...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 21:25;
After such long break, i'm too relutant to bring myself back to work...still having some kinda holiday fever....
Oh ya, i nearly forget about my boy's birthday which falls on the 8th this month..*shit*..in fact, i actually totally forgot about it until he mentioned it the day before..I still can't believe that i've overlooked this issue..Haiz, whatever is it, gonna start planning now before it's too late...I guess i need to recover it and in order to make myself feel better, i gonna get him a present even though he already asked me not to get anything for him..Opps, but now in my mind i have no ideas what to get for him...It's not going to be an easy job buying a gift..not any branded stuffs can cloud nine him..His passion and focus are all on his precious toy..Gonna crack my brain and think real hard..
Yesterday (Replacement Holiday) - Spent my day slacking at my boy's house...Headed Jurong Point during noon and also to the libaray to collect the book that i had reserved...Without realizing, it's already 4pm+ before we headed back home to relax...Rest and slack till 7pm+ before we go to Geylang for our dinner...Claypot Chicken Rice..*yummy yummy*..Home sweet home at about 9pm+...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 12:43;
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snow fairy at 18:56;
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'I can't take it anymore'...that is so much i can take..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:56;
Started off my day as early as 6.45am..An unusual day as i will be driving to work..Had my drive route planned last night..Thinking which will be the best + easier way with no heavy traffic..Nope, i didn't took PIE..No guts to do that yet..Took AYE instead..You may be wondering why?..*haha*...Due to a difficult keep right when i need to exit Lornie Road; afterwhich come along with a narrow U-turn..That's explains why ya...
Although i'm driving but i still leave my house at around my usual timing..Reached office at about 8.30pm...Oh, a day with no rushing, squeezing or walking..*shiok shiok*..was quite busy till i knocked off @ 12pm..of cause skive alittle..*haha*..
Afterwhich, drove my way to Wisma to meet up with a Yahoo seller to get a Takashimaya Rose Chan Doll..but who knows she's late so in the end meet up with her at Bugis instead as i will be meeting my mummy and sister there..
Once everything done and settled, we started off with Bugis Street, then to Parco, after drove our way to ChinaTown..Ended our shopping spree at about 4pm+..Drove back home first, done some unpacking before i went to meet up with my boy..had my first meal of the day at 8pm..by then i'm god damn super super hungry..*can't imagine*..I myself didn't realised that i did not take any breakfast or lunch..don't feel any good after my intake; feeling abit weak in a way...Ended my day at about 8pm+..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:05;
In the end, i have to do baby-sitting while my mom busying with her house chores...
Can't sleep so i decided to do some spring-cleaning to my messy room..I'm a super duper lazy girl...First of all, i started off with my closet...*keke*..in order for me to cater my new arrivals stock...hell loads of un-wanted clothes found...Some that only been wore like couple of times and some not even once...impulsive buying ya..but at time i don't even know that it actually exist in my house...I'm puzzled..and wonder do you even felt the same as me? or am i just a silly weirdo?
Don't get the wrong ideas..By saying all these doesn't mean that i got hell loads of clothes to wear...*haha*..I will stick to clothes that i felt most comfortable in and for that you'll see me wearing it zillion of zillion times..
Ok..Gonna go and have some rest...Need to restore my engry for tomorrow shopping spree with my mummy, sister and my niece...
Ta Ta
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 16:02;
My weekend was great..maybe due to the good mood i'm having, not a single cents spent on clothes..*hurray*..or should i said that nothing caught my eye and is why i didn't got anything..*lolx*..
Today
Woke up early noon..
Jurong Market for lunch..
Hopped by IMM..
Bought two packs of diamond + a base coat from DAISO..
Ice-cream..
Bread from Four Leaves..
Back home slacking...
Two hours of nap..
Watch alittle TV..
Power Nasi Lemak for Dinner..
Tabao for my parents..
Home sweet home @ 10pm+..
Saturday
Started off early noon..
Cineleisure..
Nissan Noodles & French Toast from Central for lunch..
Shop around @ Wisma, Borders, Lido, Far East...
Took a bus back to HMV...
Meet up with Huishi...
Hopped by Bugis..
Meet up with Remus...
Shop around at Parco, Bugis Street...
Took a light meal @ Billy Bomber...
Back to Cineleisure...
Watched 'Night at the Meseum'..
Newton for supper...
Home sweet home @ 12am...
Friday
Woke up till 5.45 as usual...
Knocked off on the dot..
Met up my boy at his house...
Slack alittle..
Teppanyaki @ Jurong Hill Top for Dinner..
Home sweet home @ 9pm+...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:25;
Received an unexpected call from Andrea..at that point of time, i was confused..whether to take it or leave it..I couldn't make up my mind..It's so hard...
Of cause they are good but besides that there's one issue that is bothering me...i wonder can i really cope or i'm just saying for the sake of saying to make myself feel that that's not the problem..
I seeked advice from my loved ones..They gave me loads of encouragement..in result i do have an answer in my heart..i need to make this answer a firm one before i can throw everything away without any regret..
I need some time..
Although this unexpected call made me confused but this confussion was a good one..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 00:36;
Just finished with my lunch...Blog alittle before they goes 'Ding Dong' again..
Finally my weekend is coming..I can get beauty sleep till my heart's content...as well as slacking and relaxing...
I want this weekend a non shopping therapy week...Let's see if i can control my temptation for these two days..*keke*..Guess it's gonna be tough...
Always when I'm feeling down; shopping is the best cure to it..or perhaps should i said it's a cure for everything....so i gonna give it a try, put away all my troubles, unhappiness, emotions; and enjoy my weekend without spending $$ on clothes...
Gonna indulge myself solely with food & entertainment...
A few good movies screening recently, yet to decide which to watch first..Their trailer looks inviting...and I like it...
Due to the recent big ulcer i had on my lower lip, i can't really enjoy eating...Avoid alot of heaty and chilli stuffs just for faster recovery...but sad to said that it's still hurt..of cause it's getting better..
I'm now craving for
- Steamboat/BBQ buffet..(prefer BBQ, cause it has been some time i last went to one..)
- Curry Fish Head from Taman Jurong..(missing it so much)
- Nissan Noodle serve with PorkChop and Luncheon meat from Hong Kong Cafe..
- French Toast from Hong Kong Cafe..(still prefer their French toast..*thumb up*..)
- Power Nasi Lemak from Boon Lay Market..(never get sick of it)
- BBQ Chicken Wings from Clementi...
Oh ya..My boy promised to bring me to Jurong Hill Top for an authentic Teppanyaki meal...I wonder when?? I love having Teppanyaki..
*Ding Dong*
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Upcoming Movies Plan
Perfume: The Story of a Murderer (R21)
Rated R for aberrant behavior involving nudity, violence, sexuality, and disturbing images.
Fur: An Imaginary Portrait of Diane Arbus (M18)
Rated for graphic nudity, some sexuality and language
Epic Movie (TBA)
Genre: Comedy
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snow fairy at 12:41;
Lately things have been running through my brain every now and then..I'm troubled...Just can't wait to escape this situation...Not that one can understand..even i myself don't understand myself...
me: I don't know what is my next step...To ******** or to *****...
Dare Devil: Think wise...Don't you think you will regret? You sure this will be the best way out? Do you think you can get used to it?
Guardian Angel: For every wrong move done, there's always a right path at the very end of the road..Don't worry..
me: (confused)
I'm getting more and more restless in doing things...For the past one month i have been leading a life that is so much meaningless...I need a rest man...I need to 'PAUSE'..
I myself don't feel good behaving this way...abit too attitude and i don't feel right...I'm totally abnormal...
I don't wish that this terrible horrible mood swing will affect me any further..
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Just when i wanna give myself a break..not to bother about it...Things get more worst..and it made me more pissed and annoyed...Although all these are yet to be official but i'm just not pleased about it...
For a better pharse, it's my professionalism...
For the truth, it's for your company image...
What have this company become to? A school of ethics?
Some examples on 'Not allow' in the office domain:
- No heavy make-up allowed..
Question: How do you define heavy?
- No mini-skirt allowed..
Question: How short is called as mini-skirt?
- No low-cut top..
Question: How to define low-cut?
There're alot more..alot more ridiculous to the extent that i judged my hearing sense..
I certainly don't wish to continue this topics anymore..
GIVE UP!!
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:00;
Bought a white top from ZARA today during lunch...simply can't put a stop to it...Have been spending on clothes like mad; totally with no control at all..even my boy cannot tahan..Every now and then i will buy this and buy that even though i knew it deep in my heart i had more than enough for CNY...Kept using CNY to satisfy my needs..but when i'm home i blamed myself for not being able to control this temptation..*haiz*..
I really really need to cut down on shopping...I really really need to save $$..
Just as Ling, me too; had a loads of clothes still yet to be worn..Some are still left inside the paper bag; being placed at a small isolated corner..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 22:00;
Took a half-day morning leave..
Woke up as usual..
Handle some personal stuffs till 12pm..
Meet up with Violet for Lunch..
Headed back to work...
Bought a dress for my niece..
Knocked off at 5.45pm sharp..
Meet my boy..
Slack alittle @ his house...
Went WestMall..
Had 'PastaManina' for dinner..
Saw Effie & Jeff...
Bought a Blusher from 'The Face Shop'..
Played 'Jingle'...
Walk around alittle..
Bought 'Ba Kua'..
Home sweet home @ 9pm+...
Yesterday
7am - 5.45pm as routine-ly..
Headed to Orchard with Violet...
Bought some stuffs...
Bid goodbye..
Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza..
Meet up babelicious..
Had our dinner at 'Koiptiam'
Settled our gossiping seesion @ Mac
Home sweet home @ 10pm+...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 22:26;
Today
Woke up @ 11am...
Lunch at Jurong then to Jurong Point..
Back home slack...
Went Causeway Point..
Dinner at Banquet..
Played 'House of the dead 4'..
Home sweet home @ 8pm+..
Yesterday
Woke up @ 12pm+..
Raining heavily..
Went Cineleisure..
Lunch at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe..
Watched 'Apocalypto'..
Shopped around at Taka, Wisma, Far East..
Dinner @ Chinese Resturant..
Home sweet home at 11pm+..
Pardon me for my laziness..
Shall continue with my k drama series 'My Girl'..Another 3more episode to go!!
Ta Ta...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 21:56;
The imagine of her falling is still deep into my mind..i witness her actions and her pain...Due to my reckless action and behavior, she started crying in pain when she fell...I'm totally lost when i saw it..*heartbroken*..i've neglect taking good care of her..STUPID me..
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snow fairy at 11:44;
ARGH!!!!
Whatever it is...life still goes on till that one day come.....
Didn't get to meet-up with my babelicious for this week as well...Tine got something on the very last minutes so postpone to next week...
Ahha...I just got my lashes permed last night...first trial for my whole entire 24yrs..Requested for a more natural curl rather than those curl which ends like a circle..These bring away my needs to use an eyelash curler daily...Kiss goodbye to bad lashes day till one fine day...But one thing bad about natural curl; it won't last long..a plus less 1mth bah...so gonna go for re-perm before CNY again ya...
Well, Well, Well....Talk about CNY..it leads me to external beauty/makeover...A few essential stuffs need to be done..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 22:25;
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:48;
"In every love journey, you are likely to pick up some skills, daily in-out living style, behaviors, habits etc from your significant half..and after long run without realising you will actually apply it into your daily life..."
For the above which i nodded my head and sincerely felt that it's true..
But deep down inside my heart i really couldn't recalled things which i've learnt from my previous boyfriend which i've already been thinking very hard for the past few days..and to be frank i'm not feeling good about it...
Argh!! I can't imagine i'm such a heartless freak...
Winning the title of being heartless, i can somehow sense that i had disappoint 'someone' who is so dear to my heart....
I guess it's time for me to do some self-reflect..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 12:40;
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Finally is the time that no lazy germs was found inside my body rotting and slacking...*keke*...I'm too restless to blog ya!! Moreover, there's nothing interesting happening out there...
Spent my past few days very routine-ly..Is either with my boy or family or i'm just slacking at home watching drama series...Oh ya, didn't catch up with my babelicious for the week as two of them had something on so we decided to give it a miss since we just met up last Sat..but this coming week no exceptional...
Kinda countdown to Feb..Alot of off-day and public holiday for me ya...Awaiting!! Awaiting!!
1st, it's our 3rd anniversary which falls on the 9th..(took a half day off)
2nd, every couples day..Valentine day which is on the 14th...(took a day off)
3rd, every singles favorites..every married headache..Lunar Year Day...(All in all, 4 non-working days)
4th, my dad's birthday which is on the 20th...
Last but not least the 5th, my favorite...the shortest month of the year...work lesses day..*lolx*..
To be continued.....
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:19;
Finally photobucket is up..and hopefully it will stay on...
So here you are...
Firstly, photos on last night dinner with my beloved boy, then followed by 'Kiss'mas gathering photos...plus some pics on the present that i received from my friends & beloved ones..
Sky Dining with My Boy
The view before sunset...It's beautiful..
a candid shot..
Argh!! a "Peeping Tom"..
Caught him!! He's trying to slience me..
The pressie for my boy..His favorite..
X-Mas Gathering with Ex-colleagues @ Orchard Swensen
The handsome guy for the day..
Gift Exchange..[Before]
Gift Exchange..[After]
A surprise Birthday Celebration for Cerissa..Happy belated 24th birthday ya!!
Guess who??
Presents...Presents...Presents...
All these all from my boy..
From my boy as well..
Left: Dom & Gf..
Right: My colleagues
From my boy's mommy..It's from Hong Kong DisneyLand..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 22:32;
May you LOVE ME more & more each day!!
Happy 25th Birthday!!!
Last but not least, all the best ya!!
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My Boy's Day - Slept till about 1pm+..really sleep till my heart's content.Feeling so fresh...Wakie up, get prepared, dress up and off we headed to Lot1 first...To have our lunch @ Pepper Lunch and to get our MIP card done before we made our way to Vivo City..Time flies when you hope that it will pass much slower...Not knowing it's already 4pm+ when we reached Vivo..The whole place was so quiet and path way was clear..few of a human soul wondering around..abit not used to the emptiness surround there..but it's the best time to shop..no squezzing, no waiting..Walked and shopped around alittle..Got ourselves only a bag of chocolate from Spain Chocolate Factory..Oh, it's super expensive..$16/100grams hor!!..Paid to taste what's so special about their chocolate..
Afterwhich, it's about time for us to proceed to HarbourFront Cable Car Station...Took the complimentary ride to Mount Faber Station for our dinner...Dinner commence at around 7pm and ends at about 9.15pm..We took about 130+ photos all in all for the day..*haha*...but mostly were my self shot, as if it's my birthday...Thereafter, took the complimentary ride back to HarbourFront Station and was then i recalled that there's no coffee & tea served with dessert during our 3rd round..*shit*...But nvm, it made no different as i will leave the coffee untouched..
After, headed to Haagen Daz for an ice-cream dessert despite we're feeling quite full...Craving for ice-cream,i wonder why...Ordered a Banana Split and we shared...Home sweet home at about 10pm+...
Sunday - Slacked throughout the whole day at home..both of us were so tired and too reluctant to move our body around..Woke up at about 2pm+...Get prepared, went for our lunch, back home slack alittle, ate some titbits, took a short nap, woke up @ about 8pm, wash up and prepared for dinner, back home laze around, surf the net alittle(it's laggy), read alittle on novel, ate Royce' Chocolate, watched soccer match, proceed to bathe and zZzZ....that's about it!!!
** Photos for the day will be updated shortly.. **
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 23:26;
Yesterday - Woke up at about 1pm...Get prepared, dress up and off i meet up with my babelicious..Yup, it's our girly shopping Saturday...First, meet up with Tine at Orchard Mrt..while waiting, I went to collect a toy boxset from a seller from Yahoo..Afterwhich, off we headed to Far East Plaza to have our lunch before we start off with our shopping spree there and at Wisma, Taka and etc...
Had a foot rest at Paragon Delifrance..Oh, their services were so super lousy and horrible..they just can't understand simple English...And guess what? The best part of it was there's a fly in the ice-cream..*oh, shit..pretty disgusting*..That totally ruined our appetite..Left the waffle with ice-cream untouched...
Thereafter, Tine left to meet up with her cousins..and we made our way to Bugis..Done some shopping there as well..*keke*..I bought nothing much from there..too tired to walk further..In the end we decided to go for some nails pampering..I had manicure while Ling & Fie had pedicure..chose the graduation type as it look kinda cool..*haha*..i was in the midst trying to DIY it but I just couldn't get the correct effect..so paid to master the art of it..*keke*..Soon after we are done, Fie left us as she need to fly to the hospital (her sister was admitted to the delivery ward)..Left only me & Ling..Waited for Ronald to come over and then to Geylang to have our late dinner..We had FrogLeg Porridge..*craving..craving*..It's has been so long I last went there sia..Ended my day with Ling & Ronald at about 12am+..Thanks you for the ride back home ya!!
My damages for the day:
1 x Spag Top from Topshop
2 x Lingeries from Topshop
1 x Eyelash curler from Sasa
1 x Oil-blotter film from Sasa
2 x Nail Art Pen (White & Green) from Far East
1 x Nail Art decor pack (white diamond) from Far East
1 x Neca toy (my boy's birthday present)
1 box of Chocolate from Royce
Got home, done with my necessity...Bathe, unpacking and packing of clothes..too slack to on my comp so I continued with 'Devil beside Me'..a Taiwanese drama..After watching about 2hrs..received a call from boy..Oh, he's too drunk to drive..Faster get prepared..off I took a cabbie to MU to fetch him back home..Thanks god, he didn't carried himself to drive if not I can't imagine for the worst..*phew*..
Friday - Met up my boy after my work to Suntec..Had prates for our dinner..Inititally wanna watch 'Night at the Museum' but Remus invited us to watch it on Sunday..So in the end we catched the sneak preview of "Pan's Labyrinth" (also known as "El Laberinto del Fauno")..currently screening NC16(cut)..a Spanish dialogue movie with English sub-title..Rating: 4/5..*thumb up*..It's a magical yet earthly..brutal but beautiful film..no doubts i will be watching the R21 version again..Ended my day at about 3am+..
Quote for the day (inspired by a novel) :
Be original; look for vintage..Most importantly, BE YOURSELF..
Do not copy for the sake of copying, have some of your own ideas and style!!
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 16:12;
I hope you know i'm speaking ill about you...*Pls use your 'sensitive' power*..
You may have the rights to do/say whatever you want/like..but don't be so OBVIOUS...i'm getting abit sick...cause it's kinda shameful if people get to know about it...
I always thought that you're *unique in your own way but it seems like you prefer people to see you as LOW-CLASS...
Maybe you will get offended by what i said but who cares..
Let me tell you, in the other hand, you had offended me..so i don't give a damn...
But whatever it is, i've said what i need to say...
If you still wish to continue, by all means...
*haha*..maybe is time for me to learn how to mellow my temper...
One thing that makes me happy out of this incident...I never knew that i'm(we're) your role model..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 12:55;
Can you pls stop doing this?
U're getting on my nerves...
Argh!!..u're horrible..extremely horrible..
Damn sickening...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 21:25;
After such long break, i'm too relutant to bring myself back to work...still having some kinda holiday fever....
Oh ya, i nearly forget about my boy's birthday which falls on the 8th this month..*shit*..in fact, i actually totally forgot about it until he mentioned it the day before..I still can't believe that i've overlooked this issue..Haiz, whatever is it, gonna start planning now before it's too late...I guess i need to recover it and in order to make myself feel better, i gonna get him a present even though he already asked me not to get anything for him..Opps, but now in my mind i have no ideas what to get for him...It's not going to be an easy job buying a gift..not any branded stuffs can cloud nine him..His passion and focus are all on his precious toy..Gonna crack my brain and think real hard..
Yesterday (Replacement Holiday) - Spent my day slacking at my boy's house...Headed Jurong Point during noon and also to the libaray to collect the book that i had reserved...Without realizing, it's already 4pm+ before we headed back home to relax...Rest and slack till 7pm+ before we go to Geylang for our dinner...Claypot Chicken Rice..*yummy yummy*..Home sweet home at about 9pm+...
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 12:43;
Here some updates..
I'm now blogging at my boy's house..
Before I start off with my usual posting, here are some necessity things that need for a new year...
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A brand new day of the year..A brand new start..
Hopefully this year of mine will be a smooth, problem-free, sad-free..All on the positive side ya!! These applys to all my loved one as well..
I'm blessed and at the same time glad that I had attained a few stuffs for the past one year..Although is not a big deals but at least there's something that I can see and enjoy using..
My score for 2006:
A Gucci Sling Bag
A Gucci Tote Bag
Trip to Tokyo with my boy
A Driving License
My resolutions for 2007:
Shed off at least 2kg of weight
To shower my boy with more love
Spend more time with my loved ones
Trip to States
To excel in my career..A promotion..
To learn something new
Most importantly, to enjoy my life..a happier & healthier me
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Woke up at about 2am+..kinda force myself to get up..faster get prepared and off we headed for our lunch before we go to Jurong Point to shop for groceries and have some entertainment..Thereafter, headed back home to slack..
Was just browsing through the net trying to locate the best hawker BBQ chicken wings..Couldn't really find one that is nearby..I guess good food are mostly not located at West area..That's pretty sad sia..Got this urge of having BBQ chicken wings since Saturday..
Don't care..later gonna pester my boy..die die wanna have BBQ chicken wings for dinner..
Yesterday (New Year's Eve) - Wake up early noon..Get prepared and met up my boy for our lunch..Afterwhich, back home for some rest...*keke*..took a 2hrs short nap..After, prepare to hit Orchard first, had our light dinner @ Fish & Co. while waiting for Remus & Huishi...
Met up with them at about 11pm+..Inital plan was to club but, but, but Remus is with his sandals..So in the end, we drove our way to Esplande..to catch the 8mins fireworks..Was struck in a terrible traffic jam + road block..In the end, we countdown in the car and watched the firework from ECP expressway..It's kinda cool as in no squeezing or not needing to scare of any foam/party spray and etc..but didn't really get hold of every single beautiful moments..But nvm, better than nothing..
Thereafter, we continued our journey to East Coast Road hawker centre to 'da ci da he'..We had it all planned but few of the shops are closed..eg, BBQ chicken wings was our main purposes..*shit*..and it's closed..*sad*..that ruin my plan..
After that, headed to Boat Quay to join Junshi, Jianli, Dehua and blah blah blah..
Home sweet home at about 4am+..
The day before yesterday (Saturday) - Spent my day with my boy, Remus & Huishi at Vivo City..Catched the movie 'Borat'..Rating: 4/5..It's a hilarious plus alittle offensive movie..Some may not like it but those who are more open minded would understand his jokes.. and laugh till your heart's content..I should credit him on his courage to run naked in front of so many people..A daring dude ya!! I have seen his TV reality jokes show before..same style..kept making fun of people..but i myself prefer his TV reality show more than this movie..
After that, we headed to Mount Faber..Altivo was fully booked so we went to Faber Rock..*haha*..it's just beside Altivo..Odered ourselves a dessert each and some fingerfood...Ended my day at about 2am+..
[U]'r3 [B]eInG [L]oVed [B]y [M]3
snow fairy at 18:56;